ANI GALSTYAN - I Deserve It

It’s hard to live without support
My family is not with me
It’s hard to realize that I have to go
My way but no one’s around me
It’s hard to know that I have to prove
My love — is this all my reality?
And every time I’m afraid to hug you
You won't believe that all my feelings are true


I pretend that I am happy
But whole my world is falling apart
Cause I can't hear your voice
Want you someday to love me
Tell me,
But maybe I don't deserve it?
Maybe I'm asking for lie?


I swear I tried to fix our love
But it seems at all that only me was trying
I wanted to achieve all of my goals
To make you proud of me but you denied it

You thought your words were like some jokes from you
But every time they made me cry
I can't believe that we’ve become like this
So please don't say it's over
Oh no


I pretend that I am happy
But whole my world is falling apart
Cause I can't hear your voice
Want you someday to love me
Tell me


My eyes are closed
But I can’t sleep
I’m suffocating, please lie with me
You’re not listening
But I so want to scream
I will never let you down and even if


I pretend that I am happy
But whole my world is falling apart
Cause I can't hear your voice
Want you someday to love me
Tell me
But maybe I don't deserve it?
Maybe I'm asking for lie?